Sunday, March 02, 2003 ::: Je viens de maté l'auberge espagnole. je m'attendais à un film niais, mais j'ai carrément été surpris. Il traite de tout pein de questions que je me pose ces temps-ci, et de façon très terre à terre. Sans déc, à la prochaine okaz, louez le.
::: posted by Esamurai at 4:08 PM
back to normal life
Je me suis tapé une pure soirée chez Cedric hier, je vais revoir les slammeurs cet aprèm, et demain je pointe à l'ANPE.
Bref tout va bien.
Je pense qu'on peut classer toute la race humaine en deux catégories:
- Defeated by the system
- Dead or almost
Non, mais sérieux, personne ne se sent "part of a system", et tout le monde le méprise, et c'est ce qui fait sa force.
::: posted by Tranxenne at 1:50 PM
Je pense qu'on peut classer toute la race humaine en 2 catégories:
-defeated by the system
-not yet defeated by the system
::: posted by Esamurai at 12:31 AM
Saturday, March 01, 2003 ::: The workman of today works everyday in his life at the same tasks, and his fate is no less absurd. But it is tragic only at the rare moments when it becomes conscious. Sisyphus, proletarian of the gods, powerless and rebellious, knows the whole extent of his wretched condition: it is what he thinks of during his descent. The lucidity that was to constitute his torture at the same time crowns his victory. There is no fate that can not be surmounted by scorn.
—"The Myth of Sisyphus" by Albert Camus
Un de ces 4 ce blog s'appellera "The Sysphus clan" ou un truc du genre.
::: posted by Esamurai at 7:19 PM
Friday, February 28, 2003 ::: Not in my name
Allez sur le site des inrocks ya 3 mp3 de Saul Williams a telecharger. Le theme est le refus de la guerre.
Vous allez kiffer.
::: posted by Lapsus van de Zloot at 6:47 PM
Au moins tu reprends ta vie en main !
Je pensais pas que ca te prendrais aussi peu de temps pour revenir sur paris.
Ce que je comprends pas c'est pourquoi tu te bouges pas a Bxls...
Bxls c'est quand meme mieux que paris non ? Ok, paris est sans loyer.
- Je me retiens pour pas ecrire le mot 'bordel', c'est une sale habitude bordel-
Marrant ca, comme t'as pris deux virages coup sur coup.
Je savais que t t loin d'etre con et qu't'allais finir par trouver le truk ;)
Marrant parce que je me posais plus ou moins la meme question.
Bruxellois un jour, Bruxellois toujours !
(hourra pour le slogan minable! Hourra!)
Ouais. Je vais venir faire un tour a Paris pour qu'on se mette la gueule alors.
::: posted by Lapsus van de Zloot at 6:46 PM
Sacré post. J'ai tellement de chose à exprimer que je vais pas répondre... . Plus tard peut etre.
::: posted by Esamurai at 6:38 PM
DON'T EVER TRY TO LIVE YOUR DREAM
(BECAUSE YOU'LL END UP IN TEARS)
Don't ever try to live your dream
Because you'll be full of deceit
Because we'll see what your dream is
And we'll crunch it, chomp it, stomp on it
Until your crystal fantasy turns into a pile of broken glass lying on the floor
Opening wounds into your wrists till you cry and your tears blur your vision for the rest of your life
Don't try to be free
Because we'll be there anywhere you go
Under the shape of a landlord urging you to pay the rent
Or a manager, yelling at you because you work to slow
We'll be there under forms you never expected
A friend telling you're crazy, or a tutor bringing you down
We're the smiles on the faces on the banknotes you need
Either the queen or Ben Franklin
We're the crowd despising you because you don't wear designer clothes
We're the fine food smels teasing your nostrils outside a posh restaurant
And when you come back home, piteous and in tears
We're your family contemptuously saying 'we told you, you're noy going far in leaving everything'
While only you know that you've not left anything at all
Because there's no way to escape us
And that every dream that has not been pledged and labelled by us is definitely absurd
But you can't tell them, coz they can't know
Don't try to be free because you can't be free
We're the jailers, and we're everywhere
We're in the streets, we're in the sheds
We're in TV, we're in your head
Don't try to flee away
You'd soon realize that you are and have always been your own true prison
We'll be the people who don't listen to you
We'll be the ones that hate you
We'll even be the one you love
And you can't satisfy both her and your desires
We'll be your hunger and thirst
The cold winter as well as the hot summer
We'll be life as a whole because life, including yours, belongs to us
Life is ours, we are life
You say you don't need the money
We say money owns you
We're asking you not to drink anymore
We're asking you to dress up
Put on that fucking tie, tight, tight
Don't touch that computer
We'll make you regret to have dared try to live your dream
Have you realized now that there's no place for dreams down here?
Leave that for the few hours we leave you for sleeping
Or when you'll die
death might not be an answer, though
As we might still be there
You pathetic miserable parasite
You think you gonna make it?
You think you can succeed?
Where billions of others failed, for centuries
You'll object that some of them did succeed into realizing their dreams
That's right, but we decided to make them true, else you wouldn't even have heard of them
All your Kerouac, Celine, Lydon
We made them, created them, used them, squeezed them, then dropped and forget them
They're just here to make you feel that you can do it
To help you moving on into your prefab job
Believing one day you'll maybe achieve your dream
But you wanted to be smart
You waned to be wide
And you tried to escape the rat race we've drawned for you
Tou wanted to achieve your dream a bit too early
You wanted to live i t
And we'll make you regret it
Because now that you know that dreams are unrealizable
You're becoming dangerous
Bitter and disillusioned
It's not goood for business
It's not good for waking up in the morning
And painstakingly earning money
It's not good for us
The fact is we love dreams
As long as they remain such
Dreams are the motor of our economy
Dreams are money
Without dreams, nobody'd go to work anymore
We want you to dream, not to live
And since you tried to live, we'l have to dismiss you
Make the other people despise you
The people with dreams
The good people
C'est un mot qui caracterise bien ma vie jusqu'ici. Il m'a pas fallu plus de deux semaines pour realiser que j'avais fait une connerie.
Ben oui, je suis parti parce que je ne voulais pas travailler pour avoir du temps pour ecrire, et finalement je me suis retrouve ici a courir a droite a gauche pour quemander un job de merde. J'ai ete embauche dans un bar, et au bout de deux jours j'en pouvais plus: travail chiant et fatiguant, manager qui te gueule dessus, Paye minable. C'est debile, j'ai un diplome d'archi donc, tant qu'a faire qu'a travailller, autant faire un truc plus sympa et mieux paye. Au debut je voulais travailler qu'a mi temps, mais c'est pas viable, il faut de la thune pour se payer a boire et a fumer et... a manger? euh oui aussi un petit peu. Si je suis publie et qe ca marche bien (deux conditions) je pourrai arreter de bosser, mais joe m'a fait comprendre qu'il y avait encore beaucoup de travail a faire sur Cumbridge, et lui a pas beaucoup de temps (il doit en etre a la page 20 maintenant, yoohoo), donc en attendant, je veux faire un boulot tranquille, une planque quoi, ce que je trouverai pas par ici. En plus, bon j'ai cherche un peu les cercles litteraires par ic, et ils sont quasiment inexistants, faut bouger a londres pour trouver quelque chose, mais vu les prix...
Donc, je rentre sur Paname. Je prends l'avion tout a l'heure, je m'inscrits a l'ANPE (cool, je vais toucher le RMI et devenir chomeur, comme mon pote Manu le coco), et je cherche un taff peinard, et je renoue avec mes potes et les slammeurs, et j'arrete de dire que PAris c'est pourri parce que c'est pas vrai, et meme si c'est vrai moi j'aime bien la pourriture de Paris, finalement. J'suis pas un activiste, j'ai pas envie de devenir squatteur ou clodo, j'ai juste envie d'avoir ma ptite place pepere, mes bouquins, ma machine a ecrire, et que tout le monde me foute la paix. J'ai pas envie de connaitre tout le monde, je veux ma petite bande de potes que je connais depuis longtemps, je veux mes happy hours et mon petit confort.
Mes parents savent que je reviens pourtrouver un boulot, j'investis l'ancienne chambre de mon frere (vous savez, celle au 7eme etage avec la pure vue, nickel pour l'inspiration). J'ai pas de loyer a payer, le boulot je leveux dans un petit magasin de deco interieur confection et vent d'objets artisanaux, ce genre de truc, pasque je veux pas bosser en agence, c'est comme travailler dans un bureau, et de toute facon je peux faire trainer les choses parce que le RMI c'est bien plus que ce que je touchais comme argent de poche.
Je lis, j'ecris, et je me bouge un peu pour plus frequenter les poetes slammeurs, les artistes, les concours, les editeurs. Bref, je fais un truc sense et constructif. En plus, je vais pouvoir ecrire des messages avec tout plein d'accents partout maintenant, et si ca c pas cool...
Bon je sais pas si j'ai battu le record du plus long post, mais moi je l'ai ecrit moi-meme avec mes petites mains, j'ai pas fait un bete copier/coller.
::: posted by Tranxenne at 11:02 AM
Wednesday, February 26, 2003 ::: Pic of the week
::: posted by Lapsus van de Zloot at 10:39 PM
Lapsus, au lieu d'acheter du scotch et des sacs poubelles, achètes des kilos de weed. comme ça t'es tranquille.
Tranx est-tu là? Tu me diras, si tu es entrain de camper, tu va avoir du mal a te connecter. Normal.
::: posted by Esamurai at 8:58 AM
Tuesday, February 25, 2003 ::: Et de memoire de Brique je crois que c'est le plus long post jamais publié ... sans meme l'ecrire !
Bon, et non je ne lance pas de challenge, sinon tout ca va vite devenir illisible.
(_8^(|) / (|)^8_)
- Non au sens unique des smileys -
::: posted by Lapsus van de Zloot at 6:54 AM
! ! ! Long post. Marie jeanne va vous sauver la vie (?/!/.) - trouve sur le forum de DOA -
Counter Reefer Maniac accusations that marijuana users support
terrorism with the plain fact that these dizzy morons are preventing
the use of the "best available protection against nerve gas attack"
with their marijuana madness.
Among its many properties cannabis provides considerable protection
from a number of lethal nerve gas symptoms by defending the brain from
injury and suppressing the the seizures, nausea and vomiting associated
with chemical warfare agents.
This is not a pothead myth because the Israeli Army, which has no time
for Reefer Madness nonsense, equips their soldiers with cannabis
compounds to protect against a chemical warfare attack.
It may open a few eyes if we spread this info around the LTE pages.
It's worth remembering that Marijuana Prohibition was suspended during
WWII because of the US Navy's critical need for HEMP. Perhaps a new
national emergency can completely erode the influence of Reefer Madness
on our legislatures.
Marijuana Substitute Combats Nerve Gas
by Julian Borger
June 05, 1998 - Scripps Howard News Service
JERUSALEM -- The best available protection against nerve gas attack
comes from an Israeli-made synthetic equivalent of marijuana, U.S.
military experiments have shown.
In U.S. Army tests, rats injected with Dexanabinol, a chemical
substitute for hashish, were more than 70 percent less likely to suffer
epileptic seizures or brain damage after exposure to sarin and other
nerve gases, according to results published in the Israeli press
The drug was developed by an Israeli pharmaceutical firm, Pharmos, to
treat head injuries and strokes, but now it looks likely to become part
of the standard chemical warfare kit carried by NATO troops after the
results of the tests were announced at a conference in Maryland last
Dr. Anat Biagon, deputy director-general for research at Pharmos, told
the newspaper Ha'aretz: "Dexanabinol can be used as part of the
standard treatment in an attack using nerve gas, along with atropin.
The drug can diminish nerve damage of the kind we witnessed in Gulf War
It is thought to interact with neural receptors in the brain in the
same way as marijuana, and thereby block the damaging effects of nerve
The U.S. tests suggest it's effective as an antidote and as a
preventative measure. So far, tests have only been carried out on
rodents, but experiments on humans are expected to be the next stage.
Until then, no one can be sure whether Dexanabinol has the same
mellowing side-effects as organic marijuana.
Marijuana protects your brain
by Dana Larsen (01 Jan, 1999)
Studies reveal that marijuana protects against brain damage from
stroke, heart attacks, and nerve gas.
Illustration: Roddy HeadingThe US National Institute of Health has
found that chemicals in cannabis can reduce the extent of damage during
a stroke, at least in rats.
Experiments with rat nerve cells, and then with actual rats, suggest
that THC and cannabidiol, both compounds found in marijuana, can
protect cells by acting as antioxidants, and could be useful in the
treatment and prevention of stroke, heart attacks, and
Researchers are investigating how cannabidiol and other antioxidants
can reduce the severity of damage from "ischaemic strokes", in which
blood vessels in the brain become blocked.
During ischaemic strokes, which make up 80% of all strokes, free
radicals are released into the bloodstream. These harmful molecules are
believed to cause stroke damage, such as paralysis and loss of speech
and vision. Cannabidiol has potent anti-oxidant and anti-inflammatory
properties, so it can neutralize free radicals and limit their damage.
Meanwhile, an Israeli pharmaceutical company called Pharmos is
conducting human clinical trials using a synthetic, injectable version
of cannabidiol, which they have dubbed Dexanabinol.
Dexanabinol's creator is Professor Raphael Mechoulam of Hebrew
University in Jerusalem, who discovered THC in 1964, and has been
studying cannabis for over thirty years.
Dr William Beaver, who chaired a panel assembled last year by the US
National Institute of Health to review the medical uses of marijuana,
called Dexanabinol "the most medically significant use ever made of
The human clinical tests began in 1996 with 67 patients in Israel's
neurotrauma centres. About 1000 patients will be involved in the next
phase, at a cost of $15 million over two years. According to US medical
investment analysts, Dexanabinol showed no serious side effects when
administered to healthy volunteers.
Aside from the five million people worldwide who suffer a stroke or
head trauma each year, there's another huge market for Dexanabinol, the
US Army. US military tests on rats have shown that those exposed to
Dexanabinol were 70% less likely to suffer epileptic seizures or brain
damage after being exposed to sarin and other nerve gases. Dexanabinol
is effective as both a preventative measure and as an antidote.
The military's greatest concern seems to be whether Dexanabinol
possesses the same psychoactive and enlightening properties as THC and
some other cannabinoids. Although THC and cannabidiol both provided
equal defense against cell damage, cannabidiol doesn't have significant
Of course, the obvious corollary to this is that if synthetic
Dexanabinol can prevent brain damage, then organic marijuana does so as
well. So the next time grandpa has a stroke, try and get him to take a
few bong-hits before the ambulance arrives. Better yet, give him a hash
brownie each evening before he has that stroke. You might just save his
Marijuana Substitute Combats Nerve Gas
Pharmos Compounds Demonstrate Neuroprotection
Medical Marijuana Information Links
Marijuana Ingredient Helps Head Injuries
Compound May Reduce Brain Trauma Damage
Marijuana: Good for The Brain
Missoula Chronic Cannabis Use Research Study
Journal of Cannabis Therapeutics
Long-Term Pot-Use Study: No Ill Health Effects
Prenatal Cannabis Exposure and Neonatal Outcomes in Jamaica: An
Cannabis Blocks Irreversible Brain Damage
Cannabis prevents brain damage
Cannabis Shrinks Tumors: Government Knew in 74
-Marijuana Is Neuroprotective, Journal Says-
Utrecht, The Netherlands: Compounds in marijuana dramatically protect
brain cells during acute head trauma, according to research findings
published in this week's Journal of Neuroscience. Researchers reported
that THC injected intracerebrally in rats significantly "reduce[d]
neuronal injury ... compared with control animals."
Scientists concluded, "These results provide evidence that the
cannabinoid system can serve to protect the brain against
NORML Foundation Executive Director Allen St. Pierre said that the
findings should dispel myths that marijuana is toxic to the brain.
"This research indicates that just the opposite is true" he said.
Former NORML Foundation Chairman Dr. Lester Grinspoon, author of
'Marijuana: The Forbidden Medicine', said the study confirms earlier
research performed in Israel and the US showing cannabinoids to be
potent anti-oxidants. He added that smoked marijuana likely also
possesses the same neuroprotective properties.
In their 1999 report Marijuana as Medicine: Assessing the Science Base,
authors at the Institute of Medicine noted, "One of the most prominent
new applications for cannabinoids is for 'neuroprotection,' the rescue
of neurons from cell death associated with trauma ... and neurological
For more information, please contact Paul Armentano or Allen St. Pierre
of The NORML Foundation at (202) 483-8751.
Testimony of Lester Grinspoon MD
cannabinoids and Parkinson
cannabis, cannabinoids and the brain
Stoned as a newt?
Can Cannabis the Antibiotic Treat/Prevent Anthrax?
Seeking Rest From the Terrors, New York Pops Pills
HEMP SEED: THE MOST NUTRITIONALLY COMPLETE FOOD SOURCE IN THE WORLD
Part One by Lynn Osburn
Part II, Hempseed Oils and the Flow of Life Force
Hemp Food Association
Hemp grain is the most nutritionally complete seed on the planet for
human consumption. Each hemp seed contains 25% protein. This protein
is more easily digestible than the protein in soybeans because it
contains a perfect ratio of essential fatty acids (EFA's). EFA's are
important for strengthening your immune system and protecting you from
disease. Fish oil and flax oil are also high in EFA's, but hemp
contains the most perfect ratio of EFA's for human consumption. Hemp
grain is also high in iron and calcium and is an excellent source of
FAQ#1: What are the benefits of hemp seeds and hemp oil for food?
For informative answers to this question, see: Hemp Seed, The Royal
Grain,by Chris Bennett http://www.thehia.org/faqs/faq1.htm
Traditional Uses of Culinary Hemp Seed by Dr. Alexander Sumach
Centuries of Safe Consumption of Hemp Foods by Cynthia Thielen
Essential Fatty Acids Can Affect Your Baby's Intelligence!by
Nutritional Analysis of Hempseed and Hempseed Oil by The Ohio Hempery
Nutritional Analysis of HempNut Hulled Hempseed by Richard Rose
HEMP, THE PREMIER RENEWABLE RESOURCE
Energy Farming in America
HEMP PLYWOOD Becomes a Reality by Lynn and Judy Osburn
Lynn and Judy Osburn
A Brief Summary of the Uses of Hemp
In the early 1900s, Henry Ford and other futuristic, organic,
engineering geniuses recognized an important point (as their
intellectual, scientific heirs still do today) - that up to 90 percent
of all fossil fuel used inthe world today (coal, oil, natural gas,
etc.) should long ago have been replaced with biomass such as:
cornstalks, cannabis, waste paper and the like. Biomass can be
converted to methane, methanol or gasoline at a fraction of the current
cost of oil, coal, or nuclear energy - especially when environmental
costs are factored in - and its mandated use would end acid rain, end
sulfur-based smog, and reverse the Greenhouse Effect on our planet...
Less F-o-r-e-i-g-n O-i-l W-A-R-S
Department of Justice
Drug Enforcement Administration
Mr. Asa Hutchinson, Director,
Washington, D.C. 20537
November 2, 2001
Dear Mr. Hutchinson,
Thank you for the copy of “Final Supplement to the Environmental Impact
Statements regarding Cannabis Eradication in the Contiguous United
States and Hawaii.”
As I scanned through the large volume of documentation gathered
together to support the eradication of the beneficial Cannabis plant, I
was unable to contain my outrage at our government for using so many
chemicals to attempt to eradicate this plant and then expect me to
believe that these chemicals do not have an adverse physical and
When I started my nursing career in Boston, Massachusetts, I practiced
nursing at Massachusetts General Hospital and other leading, teaching
hospitals. One of the first things I recognized as a nurse is that
without a healthy immune system we are doomed to ill health, the immune
system being the “guardian at the gate,” so to speak. The increase in
immune system diseases has recently been linked to the increased use of
hazardous chemical pollutants, which are responsible for the breakdown
in the immune systems’ ability to repair itself furthering the
advancement of illness.
You ought to be aware the Cannabis plant has numerous beneficial uses,
the health giving benefits of the hemp seed not being the least
significant. Along with many others, I enjoy the health benefits
garnered from the hemp seed. And, as you will read in the enclosures
(from The Emperor Wears No Clothes by Jack Herer), “the hemp seed is
the highest of any plant in essential amino acids and essential fatty
acids. These essential fatty acids are responsible for our immune
response...and contribute to…more disease resistance.” (Hempseed
Nutrition by Lynn Osburn). During my 20-year career as a Licensed
Practical Nurse, I studied numerous drugs for their efficacy, and
dispensed many legal, TOXIC, pharmaceutical substances to my patients.
I found out however, the Cannabis extracts, even with the THC compound
considered, is NON-TOXIC and generally regarded as safe (GRAS). What, I
ask, is the benefit of eradicating (as if that were an accomplishable
goal, we are talking about a GOD-GIVEN plant here) this plant when it
is so good for one’s health?
To eradicate a plant whose seed is known for its perfect ratio of
essential fatty acids and amino acids necessary to maintain healthy
human life is unacceptable and appears to be the zealous goal of
ill-advised and ill-informed Department of Justice and Drug Enforcement
Agency personnel needing to legitimize their necessity to keep on
spraying these harmful TOXIC chemicals.
Mr. Hutchinson, the Justice Department and Drug Enforcement Agency’s
attempt to eradicate this beneficial plant is unwarranted and
environmentally unsound. The continuation of spraying TOXIC chemicals
is unacceptable. Therefore, please end the Cannabis eradication
J. M. Black-Ferguson
Seattle, WA 98109
Annual Ditchweed Eradication Boondoggle Underway Again
Ditchweed Update: DEA Numbers
FEDERAL MARIJUANA ERADICATION PROGRAM SEIZES NOTHING BUT DITCHWEED,
STATE AUDITOR'S REPORT SAYS
99.28% of the "marijuana suppression program" is narcotic rope and
pheasant habitat. Non psychoactive ditchweed hemp food, fuel and fiber,
not for getting high. Increasing statistics for budgets and DEAth still
flunks! Dow/Monsanto profits while birds and Appalachians and
Midwesterns get poisoned. More herbicide abortions than Roe Vs Wade!
WoD on the Environment
State patrol/DEAth/FBI all on the persuit of the dangerous schedule#1
narcotic heathern devil weed....NON-PSYCHOACTIVE ROPE?
Spraying Ditchweed Devastate Midwest Game Birds
State Patrol on prowl for ditchweed harvesters
Hidden Weapons o Mass Destruction!450,000 US DEAD!
Chemical Cotton vs Organic Hemp
Cannabis Vs Dioxins
Organic Cannabis/Tobacco vs Chemical Cigarettes
"The limits of tyrants are prescribed by the endurance of those whom
- Frederick Douglass
::: posted by Lapsus van de Zloot at 4:30 AM